First off; thanks everyone who responded on my last journal. Most of my feelings are doubt at the moment, for what I should do concerning the upload. It are doubts I have always had, so it's not like the recent happenings have started it. They only reminded me some more. Don't worry though - I won't be wasting time or energy. But I will be trying to figure out what exactly I want to do. I just.. still haven't found my motivation back for uploading. -desk-
These last few weeks I've been working really hard on cleaning up. Due to all that has been going on the past few years, it has slowly grown to be a bit of a chaos in our house and I finally got sick of it. (There were always stacks of paper here and there.. that kind of a mess.) So I took reign in my own hand and started to throw a whole lot of stuff we no longer used out. And finally, it starts to feel more peaceful again! Something I really needed after all the stress of the past year.
I still haven't found back my doll-inspiration though. I dearly love my dolls and characters, don't get me wrong! But I have trouble picking them up. I do have a small meeting every now and then, which I enjoy a lot! But as soon as I am on my own again, I have trouble. Perhaps it's the lousy weather, but for now I'll just see where things end. At least I've returned to being more active here. (Not counting uploads, obviously, haha!)
But! I am growing used to my new camera and I am starting to enjoy photography again. So I've been experimenting some to see all that I can do. ^^ And hopefully that will help bring back some activity in the end as well.
I'm also considering to cosplay again, for when I go to Japan Tag. (Anyone else going?
) Depending on whether Prettyinplastic come or not, or someone else who would really want to see a doll of mine, I might not bring any. So I'm still uncertain about the day concerning my BJD.
I think that's about all I've got to share right now. My life is nowhere near interesting at the moment and I'm finding it really hard to keep in touch with even my closest friends. (I'm so tired every night. x.x)
So how about reversing the roles? Anything fun going on? I'd love to interact more with watchers. I feel so detached at times and it's such a shame!
And I would have loved to give another feature round, but without a subscription I doubt it has much use? ;_;