So, a few thoughts about my account

I will just jump right to the point:
BJD People are leaving Deviantart.
This left me wondering about what I should do.

My conclusion:
I am most active on instagram nowadays.
If you want to enjoy my art? There you can find almost daily updates.
It is open for public, so you do not have to have an account to enjoy it.

Will I leave Deviantart?
No. I will definitely stay here and update when I feel in an active mood again.
Sadly, this is typical behavior for me.
I get obsessive and am active with something and suddenly drop it for weeks, months if not years.
I cannot change this, as much as I would like to. I am terribly sorry, I wish I could.

I will absolutely keep using this account for chapters and profiles. 
And once in a while, I will definitely upload pictures. I am really considering bulk upload now.
As much as I enjoy writing little bits of information with each photo, perhaps I should try and limit myself.
Doing so might make uploading easier on me. Though.. it kind of also goes against who I am. So it's a choice I need to make.


I don't want to lose the watchers I have here. I may not be close friends with you, but trust me - I recognize your names with each favorite. I appreciate every comment. I recognize you! And I hate the thought of ditching that. So, this is my decision and I hope you as well can have peace with this. 

As for my story Regan x Cyril and the lack of promised updates:
FORGIVE MEEEE!!

My head is in a total different place. My beta-reader also keeps forgetting/not having the time. So I will hereby announce: If the next chapter is done, I will upload it asap. Depending on how I finish the last chapters I may or may not keep to the Friday updates. But I will not abandon this ship. It just got delayed by the storm called life. That is all!


Thank you everyone and.. hopefully this gives me a bit of peace. I have been worrying almost daily about this for months now. And that should not have to be considering it is "just" an account online. But for me, it is part of my life. So yeah..

- Lavender


_{PS - Life is alright. Having a bit of a cold and not using my dolls all that much, but I am keeping busy and am recharging my BJD battery.}